Get me out of this place!!

Please get me out of here, I can't take my job anymore. This place is driving me batty!!!

Life Sucks!

I learned over the weekend that my aunt/godmother went into the hospital. She can't move her right arm and they gave her some tests and now they say she has a mass in her lungs and lesions on her brain. She is a heavy smoker and needless to say they think it's cancer. If anyone out there reads this blog please pray for her and my cousins.

My boss is a prick

On Wednesday my boss sends this email.
"Team,

We may need some people in the office this weekend. I don't have any details yet. I will advise as soon as I know something definitive."

Now it's Friday and he now sends this one to me and one other member of my group.

"*****/Rich,

We will need you both in the office tomorrow to assist us with cleaning up items in the Exception Queues. ******* and I will walk through the process with you as I know you are not familiar with the handling of these items. We should be here between 8:30-9 to get started and hopefully finish as early as possible."

Is it just me or was this short notice? 1 day?

What really made me see red. Actually it was more like white hot anger was the fact that the ass did not even come and ask me if I had plans, if I could change them, he just ordered.

Now my original impulse was to tell him to go f*&^ off and I began composing an email that began like this

"****
You are an f***ing asshole and you can f*** youself tomorrow on you desk for all I care, because I will not be here. You are the rudest motherf****er I have ever had the pleasure of meeting"


Needless to say I called my girlfriend and after a few minutes of talking to her I got up and left my desk to go cool off.

I had to go back and pick up my badge because they won't let me back into the office without it.

My supervisor (not the prick who sent the email) calls and asks me if I am okay and I tell her no, and I left.

In the elevator I elbowed the wall and if it was any harder either my arm or the wall would have broken.

I circled the building about five times in an effort to make my anger subside. Needless to say it didn't work. I called my girlfriend again and somehow she made me slightly less angry, it's not so white hot now.....more of a red seething anger. If I come in tomorrow and I sit here with nothing to do, I might lose it. If I do, would that qualify as an insanity plea?

Credit Card Companies

Debt, I have it and I hate it.

I went to Penn State. For those of you who have never been I will give a brief description. From NYC it's a 3 1/2 hour ride with nothing but trees and highway. Twenty minutes from the highway State College rises in the distance. There's nothing else around, but you really don't need much else.

State College is a town built for students. Bars, Food, Stores...the list goes on.

When I was in college a few years back, I had no money, no student aid, no scholarships, just student loans that covered my tuition and books. My parent's really couldn't help me much, they paid for car insurance and part of my car payment. I paid the rest.

I worked the midnight shift at a local convenience store, I worked the midnight shift because it got me a couple extra bucks, and I needed all the bucks I could get to pay for rent.

Every day I walked along college avenue, and sitting outside the bookstore were these people. These people were evil, and I knew it.

But I was hooked, I signed up, got a free t-shirt and a credit card.

I paid and still pay these cards to this day. I have never once had a late or missed payment. Now here I am, looking at these old balances and I never see them go down. My oldest card it from 1997, I have had it for 10 years. They charge me 31% interest rate. It is impossible for me pay this off. I don't know what to do, I am ready to give up.