2007 (cont'd)

Well the year isn't a total wash. My girlfriend (fiance) has told her mother and grandmother about our engagement and hopefully we will be able to start planning soon. I want us to start fresh somewhere, but it seems like we can't find the right place. She currently lives in Brooklyn (spending most of her time with me In Jersey), I live in Jersey, which she hates, both of us work in the NY area (she is in Brooklyn, I am in Manhattan) so that means PA is too far of a commute.

We both like Pennsylvania, it's very affordable, but it is a long commute.

Somebody help!!!

2007 (cont'd again)

Although good things have happened in 2007, more often than not bad things are what seem to always be there. I know that's not true, but..

On Friday one of my favorite aunts was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer. As she was leaving the hospital she got a call saying that her sister had been found dead in her bed.


My Aunt Janet passed away. I was never close to Aunt Janet, probably because my mother was never close to her. I liked her, I thought she was a little odd, but she was my aunt. My mother is very sad about this, I think her sadness is amplified by the fact that her other sister is very sick.

You can pick who you like, but you can't pick whom you love. My mother may not have been close to her sister, but that doesn't mean she didn't love her.

Dell Hell

I hate Dell. I miss my laptop. About a month and a half ago my dell died after less than a year. I hate them, they want 500 dollars to replace the motherboard. I sent it to them for a monitor problem! I hate Dell and regret that I bought from them, it will not happen again.

2007

I apologize for the somber posting, but I post about things in my life, and at the moment they are all somber. I think I'll go down to Hoboken tonight and get some Cold Stone Creamery.

Life Sucks!

I learned over the weekend that my aunt/godmother went into the hospital. She can't move her right arm and they gave her some tests and now they say she has a mass in her lungs and lesions on her brain. She is a heavy smoker and needless to say they think it's cancer. If anyone out there reads this blog please pray for her and my cousins.

Minorities think different

Good Afternoon

The below video has been circling around my office and the reaction is almost universal. Minorities believe the cop was abusing his power and the rest of the people thought the lady got what she deserved. Leave a comment and let me know what you think.


Cop Knocks Out 70 Year Old Lady - Watch more free videos

Moving on

The past 3 months have been the hardest I have ever gone through. I wish I could explain to someone how important my grandparents were to me, how big a hole I feel when i think of them. When my grandmother died, I through myself into taking care of my grandfather, so it wasn't so bad. Now I don't have either of them. Five years ago I moved in with them to try and keep an eye on them. Now they are both gone, and I miss them more than I can ever say. It feels like everything is changing.

My grandmother's house is being sold, I have no doubt it will be torn down and destroyed. A little background, this house was purchased by my greatgrandmother about 100 years ago. It's horribly sad for me to see it go. Twenty-eight years of of my life were spent either looking forward to go to grandma's or I was living there.

I've accepted that it has to go, but I don't know where I am going. I am so confused. I always thought of myself as a decisive person, I make decision and get things done. I can't seem to get this done.